Don't worry, we all feel that way from time to time. You have done the first step in finding your way out of the rut. Asking for help. No one can do it alone. I am trying and not doing it very successfully. I have learned to let people help me and give me the support that I know I am not getting anywhere else. Just remember, You can do it and no matter the temptations stick to your plan. DOn't get discouraged and ask for help or let off steam here any time you need. I do and it is great. Use your blogger, it really helps me. I get a lot of support on my lowest days. And if you need me, send me a message and we can be accountability buddies. I know I need it.